Mar
22
Time melts into nothing and nothing’s changed
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I’ve been gone for too long. It’s really hard to get back into writing every day. I’ve been making some small effort, carrying my notebook and pen around again, jotting down small observations. And that’s about it. Right now I am waiting for the mailing list notify software to upload to my server. If I find more toys to play with, I don’t have to write!
Nan has good days and bad. I don’t think she was fully prepared for how much this was going to hurt. Her surgeon noted that this was the largest mesh ever installed laparoscopically. We’re all very proud. Trouble is, they staple that shit down. When she was recovering from the first cancer surgery, she was on a morphine drip. I think, I hope that time is just a blur for her now.
This time, Nan was punted quickly in an effort to avoid infection. So pain management hasn’t been stellar.
I have seen Timmy. I laughed so very hard when I saw what he was driving. A silver supercharged S-Type. We are two of a kind. And lo, he is no longer married.
“Stop smiling,” he said, when he told me.
The S-Type has been pulled from the next model year’s lineup, to be replaced by something that resembles a Nissan Sentra. I am very, very unhappy with this development.
So, guys, I need a favor. Ask me some questions or something. I don’t know what the hell to write about. I’ve been gone since 2002, more or less. What would you like to know?
Mar
22
Here is another test
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because heidi said she got it to work.so i am testing again. sob!i want to do a podcast. Fandango Matt said I shouldn’t bother because people never watch them. But I think people would watch mine. The men would watch to see if I take my shirt off, and the women would watch to see if I’ve gotten fat. Woohoo!